what i talk about when i don't do any running

not sure if this is normal because this is the fist time I have ever run in a 10k before but the closer it gets to the race on 12 July the harder it becomes to motivate myself to run.

Up to now been hitting the streets every week night with the occasional 5 or 10k at the weekend but this week ran twice and nothing since Wednesday night. When I read Huraki Murakami's book about running he seemed to be in such a groove that the idea of not doing it was not something that passed his mind that often.

Not sure if its normal but hoping to get into Murakami mode and return to normal next week.